180413 Revelation: My Own Gundam Suit
I was worshiping here in Bacolod and just allow God to speak.
God poured out His heart for me and assured me of His presence in my life. He was saying “this ride looks crazy as it is Ian. And you haven’t even started yet. I have to show you many things. I have a lot in store for you.” I just felt so blessed, to be chosen of God. The word in Psalms 23 kept running back in my mind: “surely goodness and mercy will keep running after you all the days of your life and I will thrive and never leave the presence of God every day of my life.” I can feel that it isn’t the place that will prosper me. Even Dubai, the US or Australia which are prosperous nations are nothing to compare with how I bless you. Imagine it, God will bless you just because you step onto their place – it is you who command the blessing to them. In Jesus, the blessings of Abraham are in YOU!
While I was a teen, I read a Satanist-turned-Christian write about her experience how she was set free by Jesus. She describe these spirits physically as she saw them, including the big man himself! While she was sincere about how she experienced demonic oppression, it was not helpful for me because one of my weakness is the spirit of fear. She describe demons as angelic beings who were handsome, 12 foot human like creatures who have thick dark black scales as armor and wings. They were skilled in their chosen field of expertise like the demon of Lust, demon of Alcohol, demon of Drugs, demon of Cancer, etc. I was pretty much paranoid as I imagined demons in everything that goes wrong in my life. The spirit of fear, drowned the oftentimes soft voice of God in my life.
I am 5’5″. Pretty average for a guy. These spirits are not only twice my size, they are well built, powerful and immortal. They can be totally bigger or smaller depending on their rank or hierarchy. Demons over countries are bigger compared to demons assigned to individual persons. In the physical, I don’t have a chance.
But God is mightier than these spirits. He created them. That’s why don’t feel bad when God doesn’t show you when He asks you to do something. Many times you just follow. I believe only in Heaven will the real heroic be fully known that has really happened. That’s why you just have to trust God. He will not bring you harm. It looks more like this:
Now, if you really see the real form of this mighty angelic beings, it would be impossible to trust God. In the spirit these warrior beings honor the authority of these trusting humans. In any case these evil warriors will easily devour these ‘dogs’.
Then as I continue worshiping, God reminded me of His word. While I was watching Pacific Rim Trailer at SM Mandurriao, God spoke used that to make a point. I was telling Him I had a weak faith and some things not figured out. But the Big God that He is he showed me. When you were born Ian, I had this built in heaven.
The nearest I could find is the Avatar movie. This is how you fight with this beings. You don’t fight them with logic or human reason. You can only fight them in heaven. When you were born again, God created an Avatar that looks like you in Heaven, quite tall.
The Lord said “The more you read my word and pray, it’s like you feeding this spirit within you. The same way when you speak in tongues. This spirit is yours to control. When you exercise in faith by giving in tithes and offering, by obeying God for impossible small tasks, by speaking His word when it was just a faint voice – you empower this spirit to grow.”
“And like Avatar, you have to practice taking control of this spirit. No amount of money can buy this for you, you get this when you get born again.” The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned. 1 Cor 2:14.
God showed me a mobile suit like in Gundam. It was labelled with my name. But it looks brand new – slightly used. “You are not aware but you were using these a few times. I want you to use it more. It is my gift. You already know about it. You have read it in My Scriptures. The instructions are there.”
He looked at me and I wanted to ask. “What are the other things it can do. Please tell me.”
He answered, “Its all written there Ian. When you spend time in my Word, worship and prayer, you are receiving the instructions. If there are things you don’t know you ask the Holy Spirit. Sometimes also I am leading you to ask your mentors.”
“Everything that you need to know how to operate this will be given by the time you need it. But I cannot teach you what you have not yet read in my Word or if you haven’t spent time in Worship.”
Specific actions bring newer gadgets or tools and weaponry to your spirit man. Prayer, Word, Fellowship, Honor, Declarations, Faith. . . there so much. You will be surprised, some of us have the whole weaponry installed on our Heavenly spirit man. Taking more time with God installs newer guns, more advanced focusing systems, more sensitivity to the enemies strategies against you. Without faith and trust in Jesus, that spirit-man is just lying in dust while we fight “in the flesh”. Trying to desperately twist the arm of God while God looks at us. “Hey, why don’t you put on the fabulous mobile suit and try to read the manuals. You can beat this demons black and blue.”
So how do you think a 5-foot man can fight with gigantic spirit beings? In the spirit. Perhaps it wasn’t just the dog barking at the lions. I totally believe there were angels at work at this.