Most of our stories get buried in empty pages. Most of us would rather celebrity stories than our little wins.
Only the big wins get to be celebrated when every year beautiful miracles happen in our lives.
So I am making this post about the things I tried to be where I am now.
I tried a lot and learned a lot more.
To keep this from becoming a saga of a celebrated movie, I keep it brief per number of years
1996-03 I thought I needed more bible reading, confidence and prayer
2003-08 I thought I need God’s blessing, better goals & management
2008-12 I thought I need more consistency and more disciples
2014-15 I thought I need ADHD meds and meeting girl skills
2015-16 I thought I need to go out there and just “do” business and date girls.
2016-17 I thought I just need God’s love, believe in miracles
2017-19 I thought I need more Bethel Worship songs and self-forgiveness
2019-20 I think I need more principles from books and seminars, I need to leave church
2020-21 I need to disconnect from church people, I think I need more breathwork meditation
2022-23 Finally I said these are emotional wounds, the conscious mind can’t compensate for this handicap.
I really need hypnotherapy.
So far, I can see it got better. The journey begins.
What’s your story?